Saturday, April 29, 2006

la laa llal llaa...
la re la laa lalaa
la re la laa laalla...
lal lall laalllla
1,1,2,3,5,8,13...
la la lala lalala lllllaaaaa..
could we convert a BEAUTIFUL PICTURE TO a melody.
will it sooth us the same way as it brighten our heart when we see it..
i strongly believe that there are some forms which we like irrespective of its representation..

will ponder bat it later..

Friday, April 28, 2006

firstname
not in a mood..
will not write anything..
my be later in the day..
bye

Thursday, April 27, 2006

firstname
vo aasman se utaree paree
aur main dharatee ka baashinda..

usake aane se purvaayee chale..
sang usake ik madhosh sugandh chale..

main maathe pe chhalkee ik boond paseene ke
swed, rakt , had- maans ka putala..

vo foolon ka ik khusbudaar guchha
main mandaraata atrupt bhanvara..

usaki muskurahat jaise khilata koi gulab..
main tootate tare ka ik tukada...

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

firstname
Why i cant act ..???

i smile ..and smile a lot..
when i feel depressed i smile..
when i feel humbled i smile..
when i feel guilt i smile..
when i feel crying i smile..

why it doesn't happen infront of you..

why i become pocker faced when confused..
why i ashamed myself when having guilt ..
why i cry..when feeling dumped n ignored
why my lungs stop breathing when facing u
why i can't act ..why i cant smile..

why??

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

REFLECTION...

ik lamha..
Entry for March 16, 2006
ik lamha..
rago main daudata hain khoon
baat ik katare ki hain janib..
jindagi lambi padi hain alsayee
kashish ik lamhe ki hain gaalib..

Zindadil... 3/12/2006 5:09 PM

vakt badalata hain, insan badalate hain..
dhadakata hain dil, jajbaat badalate hain.

sheeshe ka koi tukada nahi,
paani ka koi bulbula nahi..
ik hava aayi aur foot gaya
ik dhakke se hi toot gayaa..

Dil hain mera, Zinda hoon main
aakash hain mera, parinda hoon main.
ghonsale tootenge, to fir se banaunga
aramaan jo roothenge, to fir se sajaunga..
mohabbat ke is nagar main,Zindadil muskaraunga

Intzar tere maasoom khayalo ka hain... 12/10/2005 10:51 AM

havaon ki shokhio ko jara machalane de..
labon pe jo tabbasum hain use hasane de..
youn palake na jhuka , nazare to mila..
mujhako bhi tere dil ke raj padhane to de..

dekhata hoon tujhe roj, jara khud se ghabarai si
simati si,sahami si ik kone main baithi si..
sharamati hain khud se ya dar jamane ka hain..
Intzar tere maasoom khayalo ka hain...

seen u...14, 2006
seen you today ..
resolved of saying smthg..
thoughts were roaring cloud..
words were dissolving hymn..

it was beautiful morning
i were there by chance
u were coming smiling
i was confused standing..

how to convey what to say
looking beautiful or what i smell
red dress was perfect or u'r smile
movement was gracious or u'r eyes
face was lit or it was sun

thought were moving fast so my feet..
eyes were down but face was u'rs

once seen captured like a click
it remains until it blink
dont know why it happens
earth moves faster or times goes by
word 'hi' which hides all comes by..
.........
........
Just Smile.. Entry for March 04, 2006
Just Smile

What I want
Your smile..

Neither I say nor you,
Just smile

Voice of heart not polluted by words
Simple & innocent spontaneous which is..
Nothing it convey but true love
Ah but smile it never waits

You are with others hang on there..
Buds are beautiful hanging on their own..
Air caress her petals & bee drink her juice
Sun touches her & moon embraces her
Flourishing buds.. Just Smile

It is twinkling in your eyes, which is mine..
I dream with them & smile back
& you know they are nothing but moon light..



wondering i smell....Entry for March 30, 2006

wondering i smell..
toys left alone
n forgotten nostalgia

memories cant hold
n dumped flowers

passion overflown
n cooled without hymn..

she comes regular irregular
smiling face welcomes her err
watching me happy she dissolves in layer
wondering i smell rajane-gandha* in day air..

**rajane-gandha - a night smelling flower


original in hindi :-

khillone chhoota karate hain..
jab khud ko samhala nahi jata..
junoon jab bad jata hain ik had se..
chupchap yun hi use bhula dia jaata..

vakt bevakt jab bhi uasaki yaad aati hain..
ik muskarata chehara hardam vo paati hain..
khush u dekh mujhe hava main ghul jatee hain
raat rani ki gandh din main kyun aati hain..



A Gift u never Know... 12/2/2005 6:43 AM

Come together & feel the freedom
Save it Savor it & if you like it, Share it.
A gift you never know..

Take deep breath in & sense the sovereignty
Voice your voice & See that its you
Your head which you held high,
Your spine which is straight & strong..
Your arms which is free to act
& your legs which can march through marshal

Come together & feel the freedom
Save it Savor it & if you like it, Share it.

A gift you never know..

But remember ..
it doesn’t came free of cost.


For every breath there are many chocked lung
For every voice there are many buried weeping

Head which you held high a gift u never know
Many heads crushed by butt of rifle

Your straight spine a gift you never know..
Many spines over ran by horses,

Arms tied legs broken Head crushed & spine wrecked
On that podium you stand straight

A gift you never know
Save it,Savor it & if you like it, Share it.
Come together & feel the freedom.
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Gantantra Divas par.. 1/26/2006 10:49 PM

Amar Rahe
Ganatantra Hamara..
har pal isaki pragati ho

mere hraday mai,
tere hradaya mai,
sabake hraday mai

Maa ki nirmal chhavi ho..

Vande Maataram..

mera hamsaya ...
ye jo samandar hain, Dil ke andar hain
tootee ik kashti hain, toofan hain manzar hain
Sahil hain saanse hain
doobi kai aahe hain..
mera nahi koi aashiya..

Saansoo ki saragam ka
meree in aahon ka
na de vaasta ab rakeeb
mujhe doobane de
meraa hamsaya hain vahan..

prashansha prakriti ki.. 12/19/2005 11:02 AM
Why do trees conceal
the splendor of their roots?
its clear now..
it is nature and nothing else..
appreciate neruda../////hmmm i think i should appriciate nature..


nange surkh gulab tu kanto ke beech main ho kar bhi muskarata hain..
hirano ka jhund havaon kee sarsarahat se hi ghabarata hain

nadiya kitani bhi sakari ho daudi chali jati hain..
jheel kitni hi gahree ho kinaron main samaee rahati hain..

kamal kya kabhi sone ke patro main khilate hain
ya patange foolon par mandrate hain..

sameer to venu dalon ke madhya hi gungunata hain..
bhounra rat bhar pankhudiyon main hi kaid rahta hain..

shama jo jalati hain..parvane bhi jalate hain..
lou ke beech main sulagatee baati..dheere dheere sisaka karatee hain..

bachhon se kaho ki barish main bheegana chhod de,
ya baagon se amrood ki chori ..
kachhe aamon ko patthron se nishana lagana
ya kati hui patang ke peeche nange paav bhagana..


khud ka khuda, Entry for March 03, 2006
Mardood Khudaya khud se poochh, khudi tera khuda kya hain.
Khud ka Khuda dar dar khuda, baki sab to maya hain..


parchhayian gahara rahi hain..2/10/2006 8:01 AM
parchhayian gahara rahi hain..
dil ko shayad fir teree yad aa rahi hian..

bhoolana to chaahaa tha..
andhere main dubo ke apane dil ko..
teree hi sargoshiyan thi vahan...
aur kuchh bhi naa tha..

ujale main aaya, kuchh chain aaya.
man ko ye badlav kuchh raas aaya..
chhanik tha vo , dil main jo haas aaya
mere man ko mere prativimb ka ahasaas aaya

uzaaloo ke badhane se
zindagi ke savarane se
aalam ke kuchh badane se
kuchh naa badala..
fir teree hi yaad aayi..
parchhayi aur gaharayi..

aaj sham main udas hoon.. 2/10/2006 7:45 AM
aaj shaam main udas hoon..
bhookha nanga aur badhavas hoon..

bhhookh hain mitati nahi
loobh hain ghatata nahi..
jaddojahad ki jindagi hain..

tan oodhata labado pe labade..
aur man jaanata koi na ambar..

dohari hain jindagi
aur dohare hain paimaane..
badhavas is zindagi main
azanabee huey ye maykhane.

isliye bhookha nanga aur badhavas hoon
aaj sham main udas hoon..

tujhse kah nahi paya main.. Entry for March 16, 2006
tujhse kah nahi paya main..
tujhse kah nahi paya main..
vo jo tha dil ka tarana..
gungunata raha man hi man
tere pyar ka afasana..

kaise karata jajbato ko juba se bayan
jab dil ne hi na pahachana dil ka nazrana

maun abhivyakti meree, meree hamraaz ho gayee..
palako pe thaharee boonde, meree aavaz ho gAyee...

naino main tere.. Entry for March 16, 2006
naino main tere..
dekhata hoon shaam ko dhalate huyen
jaam saki ke haatho chhalakte huyen

hirano ka dekha kulanche bharate..
mayuron ko dekha beshabd machalate..

nirjhar ka paanee chupchap hain bahata
lagata hain koi ab vahan naa rahata..

poochhatee hain hazaro saval..
aur chupake se muskarati hain..

bhool jata hoon khud ko main
aanjan hoti hain meree hi parchhai ...
naino main tere..



holi..ki boli March 14, 2006

rang me bhang
naache hud dang

keechad main milaya
paanee main dubaya
aasmaan se utarkar
dharatee par letya..

charoo oar se gher kar
sabako rang lagaya..


what Holi teaches us...
Tolerance--Bura na mano holi hain..
Love - no boundary for spreading love..
Truth always wins, however small it may be looking..(prahalaad remains safe, and holika got burnt)
pluristic nature of life..
life has many colors and your smile makes every color worthy of its existance..


kalam bhar syahi.. Entry for March 04, 2006
kisane maanga aye khuda,
dariya bahe kinaro se..
chah ik ghhoot ki
altaaf manaa ho gayee..

kalam bhar syahi ki ..
kyu gavara na hui meree khwahish.
aur sadako par bahaa jo lahoo
saraa dharatee syah ho gayee..

प्र्त्युत्तर..

किसी ने लिखा..

तो तुम आये थे

रात भर ये मोगरे की
खुशबू कैसी थी
अच्छा ! तो तुम आये थे
नींदों में मेरे ?

प्रशान्त ने कहा.....

सोया था मै चादर तान कर,
ख्वाब देखा था इक परी का;

अध्खिली मुस्कान उसके चेहरे पर थी,
विस्मय और हसी उसके लबो पर थी.
बादलो के गद्दो पर, नीली चुनरि को ओडे,
ना जनता था तु ही थी मेरे ख्यलो मै डूबी...



"main shayar to nahi.." tried to translate it ,,check it out..November 10, 2005

I am not the versifier..
But o beauty… poetry came to me since I saw you..

I am not the follower
But o gorgeous…..I became the one since I saw you..


I had listen the name of love
But were not knowing of it
I were tangled and confused
And lived like foe in between friends..
I am not the foe....
But o nymph beautiful …Friendship came to me since I saw you..


Disbelieving if I will ask for blessings..
What I will ask by raising my both hand....
Since I started loving you.. I started praying..
I am not the doubter…
But o beauty…. devotion came to me since I saw you..

I am not the versifier….
But o beauty.. Poetry came to me since I saw you..

I am not the follower
But o gorgeous…..I became the one since I saw you..