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friends..

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so ...
i have send u off......
two day early//////
i got trickked ...
friends of mine made me think that you are going today..
n yesterday was your last date in department..
n i have burnt myself whole day./......
retrospectively it seems good that i has done what i have to do one day..
i felt the heat.......
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r u listening
do i have to intrrupt..
nope.......
who m i.......
let me burn away......
fire will burn whatever there was sin....
let me burn away......
fire will burn whatever there was desire...
let me burn away.....
fire will burn my body ..my holdings..my memories...
ghost will not be there...
what will remain a pure soul...
untouched ...ever existing...blossming ......

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friends are telling me ....
you are going away.......

is that so......????

wind blows.....n a whisling comes......
why should i stop that music.....
its natural... flow....thru the pipes...
creat phonems....
music ever unsung..........

words ever unspoken ......
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she is shy........
so m i....
we are here.......
sitting togther....
distance apart us..
but we are much closer......
as i m thinking of her..
so she is ////////
silence does the talking....
she pretends of ignoring..
stop .......listen to it........
dont pretend...
....
i told her of leaving .........
n i left......
what..
my wishful thinking,....
my desire.......
my dreams.....
my possesion....
but
what i cant left.......
my love......
my innosence
your smile
twinkling in your eyes..
n my heart which i can see every 15th day......

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what should i say.......
is there anything remaining which my eyes doesn't told you..
why i need to say .....
to impure my thoughts .....never ever.......
stop........
dont go away........
no .....
go away .......
i doesn't hold u ......blow like a breeze .......flow like a river...
bring smile to whomever you touch.....

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what should i say.......
is there anything remaining which my eyes doesn't told you..
why i need to say .....
to impure my thoughts .....never ever.......
stop........
dont go away........
no .....
go away .......
i doesn't hold u ......blow like a breeze .......flow like a river...
bring smile to whomever you touch.....

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n she is going away.........
why u r leaving without taking away all which is yours
don't leave traces..
they are not the written words in sand..
they are engraved on my heart ...
with every blood flow..they becomes new..
they will be there .......untill i die..

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wind blows n smell comes to air..
water flows n bring fine sands to ocean
fire burns n end all that desire..
earth takes n multiply anything dumped
sky desolves every thoughts which got murmured
n when all happens together, a pure heart comes alive..

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i m dwija now..
its my rebearth....
love hurts but love anyway...
no obsession..
perfect unknown..
no desire..
commited to myself
memory less..
no scar..
pure as ever.
flowing water
blowing wind..
fire pacifier
n me..

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meri rooh ko churaya hain aur bolati ho bhool jao..
main raha hi kahan..kuchh bhoolane ko..
khud ko bhoolana padega tujhe bhoolane ko..
mera sab kuchh to le liya toone..
ab bacha kya hain yaad rakhane ko..
ik jinda laash rah gaya hoon main
tujhe bhoolane ki koshish main..
hasana chahoon to udasi saath hoti hian..
rone ko ji chahe to muskarata hain chehara mera..
mujhse mujhi ko door karake
bolati ho koi baat hi nahi..
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translated for u..

Why should I tell?
Don’t you see secrets hidden by my smile...?
Does smiling faces only portray happiness..?
If you alone, live in my unfathomable heart,
Why this confusion prevailing over me...

What will I say whenever I will sit beside you...
Whether my emotions are so unknown to you...
Perhaps will be silent for minuet or two...
May be muteness murmur a melody of my crying...?

How should I understand that your heart is of rock...?
Lives inside mine and doesn’t whistle...
Why do you lie and to whom you make liar...
When you became unknown to your self...

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kyun bolu main..
kya tumhe dikhata nahi kitane raj daba jaati hain meree hansee..
kya muskarate chehare keval khushee bayan karate hain..
mere hraday ki antaratam gaharion main jab keval tum hi ho..
to kyun fir yah uljhan hain jo har vakt mere saath hoti hain..

sochata hoon kya kahunga hogi jab tum mere saath
mere jajbaat kya tumase itane paraye ho gaye..
shayad chup hi baithoonga pal do pal ke liye..
stabdhata un chhadon ki shayad bata de meree baichenee

kaise maan loon ki patthar hain dil ye tera
mere dil main rahata hain aur naa gungunaye..
kyun karatee ho jhooth bayan, kisako jhuthalaate ho
tum khud se kab se parayee ho gayee..